Full-Blown Agony: My Struggle With the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary weekday morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp sensation erupted behind my right eye. Then came quick jolts, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then returned with increased intensity. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that autumn, and again in spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-blown agony in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
This condition typically begin with intense discomfort around a single eye that persists up to three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and men are more frequently affected. Cluster headaches usually begin with sudden, excruciating pain focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. I have an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal bouts; others have continuous attacks, characterized by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the figure dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as drunken episodes. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an evil entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing records suggest unusual treatments for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and disappearing daily at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally classified by global headache societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in treating the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a major journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four operations before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by eliminating other primary head pain disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which side do symptoms occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes the dental profession still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a calm volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode passed.
Official guidance on management advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some people.
But leading specialists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined clinical process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Short bouts with infrequent episodes are handled with abortive therapy alone. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidelines need updating to reflect a